Giving up.

I don't understand my feelings you know. I don't even know how to flirt anymore, you have RUINED me. Everything seems to be going wrong for me at the moment, and it's ever since my feelings for you came back.

Epiphany

Definitely come to the conclusion that you don't care anymore, literally don't know what to do. Idgi are there instruction booklets for lads, or do you just carry on stabbing at the dark. I swear I feel like ripping all my hair out and throwing it at you sometimes.